Lately I have come to the conclusion that a normal life terrifies me. There is nothing appealing to me about a college degree. There is nothing appealing in a 40 hour work week. There is nothing appealing about a wife and kids. Where's the excitement? The spontaneity? I wish I could fit everything in my life into one single bag and start walking just to see where I end up. Imagine it: a different city every night. No stress, no attachment, no obligations. Sharks keep moving, never sleeping, always swimming.
I want more. I want more than I have seen, I want more than what most see. I never want to stop learning/observing/absorbing. I want freedom from all the things that hold me back and tie me down. I want to live. I want to live a real and full life. Preferably short. But death is the least of my concerns.
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